missing him

We're going up to see Alex on Sunday, and I can't wait!!! I've been thinking about him and missing him much more these past few days. I just can't forget that look he gave us when we were up last time, that "Is it really you? I thought I'd never see you again!" look. And then we vanished, just as quickly as we appeared. It's very frustrating not being able to let him know that we'll see him again, that we'll be back....to just hold on for a while. I'm afraid of how much he misses us. I'm afraid of how much he's forgetting of us. I just really really really want to be living near him again.